Between Breakthroughs

Fear and purpose, and the power of letting the heart unmake us.

Hi friend,

At the moment, I'm in the space between breakthroughs. "I feel as dry as a creek without water," I told my husband. Currently, I find myself in the sacred wilderness of my heart - undone by its relentless callings, yet beckoned to yield to them.

As I enter this void, my heart often soothes me, but it is showing me another side these days, one I have not yet mastered. The heart has not felt safe, but tempestuous. This can only mean one thing: my relationship is changing, deepening, challenging me. The heart is the ground from which we must learn to live in and operate from, but we must also learn how to bear witness to the sometimes giant ache of having one.